My friend has decided that she is not ready for NA. I guess the fear of using Meth again has subsided a bit and she has decided that she can carry on without any significant impact. I saw her Saturday night and she was drinking. I hate to see someone bump along the bottom, but all I can do is wait till she is ready. In the meantime I have to keep my distance.
I think I am getting tired of home improvements. There is still so much work to be done, and the progress is slow. I finally have a waterproof house with 2 of the 3 layers of stucco applied. I am aware of my gratitude when it rains. It has been over five years since I could sleep through a night if the wind was blowing or it rained. The last couple of rains I woke up, said to myself, "Oh, it's raining", and rolled over to drift off again. What a treat.
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Stucco in the front of the house..
Stucco in the rear of the house.
posted by Sober @ Sundown @ 8:37 PM
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8 Comments:
Just read your last post and this one. I am sorry that we put our loved ones thru this. Makes me FEAR to have children some day. What monster I could create? A little me, yikes, scary.
Forgetting about today, it is all about today. May your friend find her way back into the loving arms of NA.
sorry your friend continues to bump along the bottom. being there when she's ready..yes.
dry=good!
Bump along to bottom, you said it all!
I'm sorry about your friend.
Love the house. :)
I'm truly amazed what you have accomplished with your house/home.
I know that when your friend is ready for change, you'll be there to help. That's a powerful thing.
Thank you for your love and support. I am done, have a new sobriety date and am ready to this again.
I fell hard, but I will not let it define me. :)
Wow, it is looking really great!
Hope your friend can hit bottom soon. Prayers coming out.
Gwen~
Bottoms are required. I admire all the work you're putting into your house. You should be real buff by now. Have a good Easter.
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