My friend has decided that she is not ready for NA. I guess the fear of using Meth again has subsided a bit and she has decided that she can carry on without any significant impact. I saw her Saturday night and she was drinking. I hate to see someone bump along the bottom, but all I can do is wait till she is ready. In the meantime I have to keep my distance.
I think I am getting tired of home improvements. There is still so much work to be done, and the progress is slow. I finally have a waterproof house with 2 of the 3 layers of stucco applied. I am aware of my gratitude when it rains. It has been over five years since I could sleep through a night if the wind was blowing or it rained. The last couple of rains I woke up, said to myself, "Oh, it's raining", and rolled over to drift off again. What a treat.